I will never be nice to anyone again.

I am known for showing my... dislike of people (usually skeezy men) when I don't know them.

I have now learned this is for a very good reason.

I have learned of yet ANOTHER weirdo, who is/was/has always been in love with me.

ugh - shoot me.

My first semester in basics there was a kid that hung out with people I knew from back home that I thought was weird. Apparently I wasn't too nice to him. After being yelled at a couple semesters about what a bitch I was towards him, I was nicer to him 4th semester before I left.

*side note* this kid WAS in my class, but failed a million times, and I think he's just now finishing 3rd semester - i'm in my 6th.

Recently he send me an e mail - not to bore you with details, it was odd... yet I always thought he was odd - and I wrote him back asking how basics was. The letter he replied back to that was... interesting - and basically said "lets stop punishing each other and be with one another now."

I forwarded the e mail to the friend who yelled at me for being so rude to him.

This brings her to tell me a story which involves him being in love with me since first semester, and blaming me for his failures because he couldn't get me out of my head. She had apparently heard it the night before from our other friend who just finished basics - who he confided in.

I AM HAVING FLASHBACKS OF FREAKY MED AND HIS VALENTINES DAY FIASCO FIRST SEMESTER!!! WHAT THE HELL!? FREAKS ARE DRAWN TO ME!

on another note:

CPE has also started calling again - he and his girl must be having problems. Navy finally had enough and called his number back. CPE hung up on him - i guess he was at a bar.

navy being possessive is hot.... grrowl.

Is it odd that I'm worried about CPE and want to make sure he's ok? He's like a sick puppy... I'd talk to him if I didn't think it would fuck him up more than he is.