So tired

I don't know what to write. 

I'm studying for yet another test in the millions required of my career.  I can't bring myself to focus.

Have I stopped caring?

I don't know if I want to do this anymore.  I don't know if I want to do anything anymore.  I'm so tired of sacrificing my happiness for people who feel entitled for my training... and treat me like dirt.

I miss being appreciated.

I miss moniker.

I miss my family.

I miss my dogs.

I miss sleeping in.

I miss snow days.

I miss weekends.

I miss my 20's... I never got to live them anyway.

Am I going to have time to have a family?