I'm undecided about how I will proceed with Rex... I wonder if it's because of all the excess baggage I carry.
I objectively don't think Rex and I will have a healthy relationship following whatever it was that occurred two weeks ago. I don't trust him, or have faith in his stability.
But at the same time I miss him.
To be honest I don't know if it's him I miss, or just someone. I want someone to spend my time with and plan a future with... I want someone to prove me wrong. To show me that I CAN trust them and have a happily ever after.
He'll be calling sometime this week... I'm dreading the day.
I'll keep you posted.
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